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quiet but dangerous (i bite). girl. 030196. 14 years old this year. call me Rin/Light. an otaku and k-pop fans. is keeping a faith. SUN-NY is my source of aegyo. using this blog for personal interests. sorry if my writings suck. danbo is cute btw.

"Problems that cannot be solved do not exist in this world." - Yuki Nagato

How's Me
Mood: Angry
Listening to: Mean - Taylor Swift
Reading: Digital Fortress
Watching: Toaru Matsuju no Index II
Playing: Canaan
Eating: Intel Rebus
Drinking: Mineral Water

Wishlist ♥
new handphone
mix-style headphone
SuJu's 4JIB Album
meet my childhood friends
go to Japan or Korea XD
another converse shoes
that cute dress which i found in mall

Follow em
keziiiaa loves kpop! someONE's twitter Click! Princess' Blog BINGO's What?!

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Ongoing Anime
IS NOT CURRENTLY WATCHING ANY ANIMES BECAUSE OF THIS DAMN HECTIC SCHEDULE AND LIMITED INTERNET ACCESS. KTHXBAI.

Memories...






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curcol. =)
Monday, November 15, 2010 3:09 PM

lagi mood curcol. haha.

tapi ini emang nggak bisa didiemin lagi sih. udah sakit banget diginiin terus. ='(

pertama-tama, gue bukan tipe orang yang sekali diledekin langsung marah. not trying to boast about myself. tapi emang that's the truth. walaupun gue diejek sampe parah banget pun, gue bakalan tetep ketawa kalo kalian ketawa. karena apa, GUE TAKUT KALO GUE MARAH KALIAN MARAH SAMA GUE.

dan ironisnya, gue selalu yang dijadiin bahan bulan-bulanan. hey, i'm a human either. kesabaran gue ada batasnya. kalaupun gue nggak marah secara terang-terangan, why you guys have never tried to understand me? manusia mana sih yang nggak marah terus-terusan digituin? kecuali manusia sakit jiwa, well..

gue udah berusaha nggak bikin kalian sakit hati. gue udah berusaha nggak bentakbentak kalian. gue udah berusaha nggak mau ngerusak kebahagiaan kalian. gue udah berusaha untuk mendem ini semua di hati. tapi, kenapa harus kayak gini balasannya?

sekali-kali, boleh dong gue marah. boleh dong gue ngambek secara terang-terangan di depan kalian?

tapi kenapa langsung dijauhin kayak gini? kenapa kalian juga langsung marah? padahal selama gue marah gue sama sekali nggak bentak kalian.

sedangkan waktu kalian marah, gue berusaha untuk baikan. berusaha untuk bikin keadaan tenang lagi. tapi kenapa?

sakit banget kayak gini.

siapapun kalian, please baca.

sincerely, dew.

image source : here

meisdewisme
Saturday, November 13, 2010 4:37 PM

i am dew.

no, not that kind of 'dew'.

but, if you take the first letter from my first, middle and last name and combine them, it'll make the word 'dew'

my full name is Deorita Edsonia Windarti.
take the D, E and W. aaand, foila! DEW is born. XP

and, i'm sure my parents will never realize about this small thing. and, i'm even sure they haven't known what does dew mean. XP

but, i'm the exact opposite from dew.

DEW in general is relaxing, it brings calmness to every people who see it or touch it. it's so transparent and beautiful. see, the exact opposite.

but, it doesn't mean i don't deserve this name.

i'm hyper. uber-hyper. i AM annoying. but i'm trying to be a better one. i may be hard to bring serenity to people. but i'm trying.

so, to be exact, i'm trying to be a better person.

/writingthiswithhalf-closedeyes