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quiet but dangerous (i bite). girl. 030196. 14 years old this year. call me Rin/Light. an otaku and k-pop fans. is keeping a faith. SUN-NY is my source of aegyo. using this blog for personal interests. sorry if my writings suck. danbo is cute btw.

"Problems that cannot be solved do not exist in this world." - Yuki Nagato

How's Me
Mood: Angry
Listening to: Mean - Taylor Swift
Reading: Digital Fortress
Watching: Toaru Matsuju no Index II
Playing: Canaan
Eating: Intel Rebus
Drinking: Mineral Water

Wishlist ♥
new handphone
mix-style headphone
SuJu's 4JIB Album
meet my childhood friends
go to Japan or Korea XD
another converse shoes
that cute dress which i found in mall

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keziiiaa loves kpop! someONE's twitter Click! Princess' Blog BINGO's What?!

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Ongoing Anime
IS NOT CURRENTLY WATCHING ANY ANIMES BECAUSE OF THIS DAMN HECTIC SCHEDULE AND LIMITED INTERNET ACCESS. KTHXBAI.

Memories...






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in indonesian this time!
Thursday, May 27, 2010 12:29 PM











can you please let me to forget you
to erase you from my life
and live happily ever after, ALONE?

sorry! so so sorry! this post will be in indonesian! why? i also can't tell you the reason here. SORRY!

here comes the story...

seperti yang udah gue bilang dipost sebelum2nya kalau gue mau ngelupain seseorang. AND I ALMOST SUCCEEDED! tapi tiba-tiba, orang "ini" MUNCUL. Nggak ada angin (tadi hujan), tiba-tiba gue liat dia udah ada di sana. GREAT! Padahal gue lagi santai-santai sambil ngespam #intoXIAHcation. Padahal gue barusan ketawa-ketawa habis nonton OVJ. Tapi mood gue langsung hancur gara-gara "ini" (inner: yakin hancur?). Ya.. gue tungguin aja sih sampe dia ngajak gue ngomong.. dari situlah awal kehancuran harga diri gue (lebay banget).

masih belom ngerti kenapa? baik akan saya jelaskan *clear throat*. gue udah janji bakal ngelupain dia.. tapi gue masih nungguin dia ngomong ke gue. sama aja boong lah. berarti gue masih berharap kan?

dan.. *drum rolls* dia tiba-tiba ngomong ke gue saudara-saudara! woo-freaking-hoo. pake acara ngegombal segala pula (inner: halah! padahal tadi muka lu mendadak merah). gue akhirnya terpaksa ladenin tapi gue bales dikit-dikit.. soalnya entah kenapa kalo sama "ini", gue tiba-tiba langsung out of words. akhirnya, dari pada gue nginget2 masa lalu gue yang kelam (??), gue putusin untuk mengakhirinya saja. gue bilang gue mau tidur. tapi dia komentar: "haha. melarikan diri lagi?" JDEER! Serasa kesamber petir bener. Gue langsung teriak (bukan teriak sih.. ngomong tapi agak keras gitu ?), "ANJRIT! Ni cowo kayaknya emang bisa baca pikiran orang lain." Gue awalnya mau bales soalnya besok sekolah. Tapi dari pada boong dua kali.. ya, gue langsung kabur..

Bener deh. Mau tetep ngobrol nggak enak.. Mau diudahin juga nggak enak.. Tapi anehnya, he knows me better than myself. Dia tau kalo gue pemales (kayaknya bukan rahasia lagi), dia tau kalo gue nggak akan pernah tidur jam 11-an. Dan.. GUE MERASA sedikit MENYESAL WAKTU BILANG UDAHAN. apa-apaan ini..? *deep sigh* May be, actually, i'm still... still.. ________ (fill the blank with your own words). HELP ME!

P.S : for "ini", don't you ever dare to use translator! well, i'm not even sure if "ini" knows my blog or not~

so freaking messed up. lalalalalala.

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