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lovelife
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
8:34 PM
 i'm in love. those are three words which i never want to say from my mouth. oh, but too bad, i've said it. yeah. i'm in love. no, i'm serious, i'm F in love. and no, this feeling isn't about 'a-normal-teenager-crush-thingy'. may be, just may be, i'm currently experiencing the real 'love'. i'm wondering, why 'love' is so hard to be explained. it only contains 4 words. while 'hippopotamus', which has more words than it, is easier to be explained. because, i think, we can proudly scream the real meaning of love, if we have experienced it before. and yes, i'm almost succeeding finding the real meaning of it. because i'm experiencing it. from my opinion, 'love' is when you are willing to get heart-broken by the person you love, and still loving them. and even if they keep breaking your heart, it looks like you are going to get well soon and still loving them. that's why, people often say that love is blind. it's too cheesy, but IT'S TRUE. so yeah, i'm falling for this 'guy'. let's just call him, kitty. =) he has owned. he has a GF. and his GF is so uber cute, flawless skin, cute smile, dark-long hair, etcetc. how can i win over someone with that perfectness?? and, i know that he'll never accept this feeling. NEVER. and strangely enough, he keeps breaking me to pieces, but i'll then go fix myself then loving him again. idk. i want this feeling to be stopped. i hate being like a crazy. saying some bad things about him like, "he is a jerk! he broke my heart! he's just playing with me." and then, couple of days later, i'll say something like, "maan, he just texted me! HAPPY!" no. it's so not like me. is this love? or may be i'm just admiring kitty too much? but, there's one thing that i really know. I LOVE HIM. |